In dreams

The butterfly found me. Her message is:

Your transition is big.
I acknowledge your incredible metamorphosis, but it doesn’t need to be so heavy.
You are missing lightness!
You take things, you take yourself too seriously. Why?
Because you still believe in right and wrong?
Because if somebody else’s truth differs from yours, consequently yours must be wrong? Because you are afraid to be judged?
You have beautiful wings to lift you up and carry you high.
And your colours..

Your colours are your gift.
You bring magic, lightness and grace to others.
But the shadow side is that you create illusion.
You delude others about how you feel.
Sometimes you hide behind the colour.
Perhaps more often that sporadically.
Perhaps most of the time.
Most of the time you hide that heavy heart.
People are drawn to you, always.
Because the colour is a magic spell.
It exudes happiness. It is what they all need. They feed of it. 
But most importantly you delude yourself.
Are you afraid of your own strength?
You always assume you are so very fragile.
But are you?
Or might your vulnerability in the end be your greatest strength?
What would it mean if your vulnerability was so powerful you that you didn't need anything else to protect you?
You could be seen as you are.

Acknowledge that and listen to yourself, little butterfly. 
Listen to your own rhythm. Be attentive of your innate cycles.  And you will know.
Feel when it’s time for cocooning and growing.
And then other times, be free and spread your wings and be light, and be colourful.
You don't need to be so heavy.
You don't need to be afraid. 
You will be safe. 

Be joyful my little butterfly. Be joyful and laugh a lot. That is how you bring the light.